My July

There are so many new things in my life. Something that I have to handle. And I never thought about it before. 

I don't know... Whether I can make it or not. But I try my best and hope Allah will help me. 

One thing that I must remember. I work for this company and I do not do it for money. Back to my purpose in the beginning. I do it for Allah. 

Allah, only You can help me. I am a wife and a mother of two children too. I never hope Amanah that I got from the company or school will ruin my role in my family. 

But I believe nothing impossible in this life. Whatever role that I get. I know that is not from them. But these Amanah are from You. 

I am a Muslimah

I am a wife

I am a mom of two children 

I am a Coordinator of Qur'an in my school

I am a form teacher

I am a Qur'an teacher

I am an English teacher 

I am a learner.

And so on. 

I know Allah gives those Amanah, of course, He will help me. He will not leave me alone.